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To say that Cassandra was an influence on my life, is like saying the ocean is big. Such simple words cannot convey the vastness, the complexities, and the intricacies of who she was to me.
She was so large a part of my life, that with the naivety of the young, I assumed she would forever be there. She was an unchanging force from my childhood, a rock through my youth, and a friend in my adulthood. It still seems hard to fathom that she is gone.
I want to tell you who she was to me:
She was my inspiration. I remember watching her draw, and swallowing up every pencil stroke. I'd ask questions, and she'd slowly go over lines, telling me the purpose behind every one.
She was a teacher. I'd listen to the adult conversations around me, following along as best I could. When I became lost in the tangle of multi-syllabic vocabulary, Cassandra would write down the word for me, so I could look it up in a dictionary, and understand for myself.
She was a friend. When my grandfather died, she was the first face I saw as I climbed out of the car from school. She hugged me close to her chest, and said she was sorry. I was twelve, and the truth sunk into me there, on the lawn with her.
None of this is adequate. I could go on for hours, and not touch the fullness of who she was to me. She was an aunt, she was family. She was a part of my life from my very first memories. I cannot remember a time where there was no Cassandra. Whatever shall I do now that that has changed?
"And the dead leaves lie huddled and still,
No longer blown hither and thither;
the last lone aster is gone;
the flowers of the witch-hazel wither;
the heart is still aching to seek,
but the feet question 'Whither?'
Ah, when to the heart of man
was it ever less than a treason
to go with the drift of things,
To yield with a grace to reason,
And bow and accept the end
Of a love or a season? "
I never realized how much I loved and cared for her, until she was gone. And so I grieve.
She was so large a part of my life, that with the naivety of the young, I assumed she would forever be there. She was an unchanging force from my childhood, a rock through my youth, and a friend in my adulthood. It still seems hard to fathom that she is gone.
I want to tell you who she was to me:
She was my inspiration. I remember watching her draw, and swallowing up every pencil stroke. I'd ask questions, and she'd slowly go over lines, telling me the purpose behind every one.
She was a teacher. I'd listen to the adult conversations around me, following along as best I could. When I became lost in the tangle of multi-syllabic vocabulary, Cassandra would write down the word for me, so I could look it up in a dictionary, and understand for myself.
She was a friend. When my grandfather died, she was the first face I saw as I climbed out of the car from school. She hugged me close to her chest, and said she was sorry. I was twelve, and the truth sunk into me there, on the lawn with her.
None of this is adequate. I could go on for hours, and not touch the fullness of who she was to me. She was an aunt, she was family. She was a part of my life from my very first memories. I cannot remember a time where there was no Cassandra. Whatever shall I do now that that has changed?
"And the dead leaves lie huddled and still,
No longer blown hither and thither;
the last lone aster is gone;
the flowers of the witch-hazel wither;
the heart is still aching to seek,
but the feet question 'Whither?'
Ah, when to the heart of man
was it ever less than a treason
to go with the drift of things,
To yield with a grace to reason,
And bow and accept the end
Of a love or a season? "
I never realized how much I loved and cared for her, until she was gone. And so I grieve.
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apparition
you arrived
an apparition
spilling the sun between your fingers
in a world that had never seen the dawn
(this reality does not belong
with you in it)
my fist uncurled
you pressed into my palm
the star in its entirety
my soul unfurled
awakened to witness my burning
(i can no longer call it my own,
not since you called it by name)
you sailed through waves of flame
and slept by hearths of ice
you taught me that flight
was unnecessary
just trample the skies
beneath your feet
it is the ground that drifts
beyond your reach
(you are, and are not,
a contradiction)
ghosting always
past my periphery
you lived
in shattered mirrors
reflected
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Era of Contravene: Ch25
CH25
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The Crossing
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Date: 2560/3/22
Tristan Anchor Cluster- Everest Prime- Capital: Joto Rev
Aaron fired the intruder by a foot, his shooting was definitely off, being dulled on alcohol and lack of practice did tend to do that to someone who'd been in service for the ONI for a long time. The intruder ran across to the other side of the room as he fired again, this time he sobered up on adrenaline and hit the person.
To his surprise he watched as the figure dissipated into thin air, he knew then that he was in trouble, before he could turn around he was smashed in the jaw by the armoured fist of a helldiver, he hit the
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november14th.
i never had an actual birthday where i could sit back and reflect on what the world has given me thus far. i've never had the teenager-themed "surprise parties" and the traditional gift-giving, pinata-hitting, pin-the-tail-on-the-donkey slash spinthebottle games that dash away reality for the given special day. sunsets and silhouette dreams that smash reality into confetti and funfetti-half ass made birthday cake with the number of ages presented into falling-apart icing. i never understood why society would celebrate a passing year when ultimately the person is getting closer to growing into obligations of responsibilities.
but for mothers
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I wrote this about *Runewitch who recently passed. It was the only way I was capable of dealing with her death.
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It was read at Cassandra's memorial, so in a way you were there!